Wishing only wounds the heart
I can't control myself today.
When my cousin fuckt up my plans I just became a monster.
It feels like I need to talk to somebody but can't beacuse of the monster I became..
I just wana scream and shout it all out but if I do someone will get mad and that's my mom.
I hate her.. Can't see the point living with her. I'm 18 years old and I'm still stuck in a palce I hate. My only wish was that i would be out of this place when I turned 18 but I haven't moved a bit! I have not even told her that I want to study in Canada. I'm such a chicken, a big coward, I hate myself.
Lilasvart out
When my cousin fuckt up my plans I just became a monster.
It feels like I need to talk to somebody but can't beacuse of the monster I became..
I just wana scream and shout it all out but if I do someone will get mad and that's my mom.
I hate her.. Can't see the point living with her. I'm 18 years old and I'm still stuck in a palce I hate. My only wish was that i would be out of this place when I turned 18 but I haven't moved a bit! I have not even told her that I want to study in Canada. I'm such a chicken, a big coward, I hate myself.
Lilasvart out
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